rebuilding my walls, so that I would be able withstand attacks in the future.

"I answered that I know there is a God because in Rwanda I shook hands with the devil. I have seen him, I have smelled him and I have touched him. I know the devil exists, and therefore I know there is a God." - Romeo Daillaire.

Perhaps I cannot agree less.

often, I decide to do something and i go on doing that thing, and unknowingLy i didn't expect things tO turn out other than i expected.

i Very much want to just say perhaps what should be the right thing for me to say; but i guess i'm too timid to do so and I fEar what is to come.

after all, no one's gonna beLieve what i say; it would perhaps suffice if i just believe in myself, that i won't lie tO myself.

papeR can't hold fire; the irony is that No one can see that fire that i am trying to hold; perhaps, the fire is only reAl to me and not to others. so be it.

my name is neek and i like sheepyyy
I hope to fly one day so I can drop down from the sky and eat people. I think it can actually work =)

music perhaps?






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