On the verge of succumbing to defeat - defeating myself by letting myself be defeated.

I lack the courage to do what I want to do; chickenhearted people sucks.

As the deadlines come closer and closer and become more and more of reality, I have 2 choices: CHIONG AR! or just give up and let my months of efforts go to waste.

I refuse to let go. I simply refuse to; I have worked my way to where I am today, and I want to determine my destiny, however, I guess I have to just surrender and really just put in my best foot forward.

I used to have this motto: if it's not the 90th minute yet, there's still a chance of scoring a goal; even if 90 mins can be up, there is still hope: extra time.

Running on extra time; my last chance, my last hope, my last shot, my last attempts. All in, and nothing less.

my name is neek and i like sheepyyy
I hope to fly one day so I can drop down from the sky and eat people. I think it can actually work =)

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