random rant.

just a random rant.

it feels sucky when no one supports you in a decision.

it leeches away all the drive in you, and sucks up all the confidence in you.

you think, "maybe this isn't what I'm supposed to do after all."

being in this situation is crazy.


but really, am i doing it for myself? it seems to point towards that, and i don't want it to happen again.

this is what you called a screwed up life.