Today I made one of the most awkward decisions in my life.

I chose to give it up. I have fought my best, it's not as if I've did nothing.

through my joy and my pain, knowing there's a greater day; there's a hope that never fades.

I'm looking for that day.

Today I felt free.

Free from what has bounded me, free from what has drawn emotional strength from me.

Free from the grasp of aspirations, dreams, and hopelessness.

Free.

I have set myself free.